Eloquently said. How brave of you to put it all out there. You'll get no judgment from me. I went through the same thing a few years ago and I took solace in my racing and my race-friends. I questioned my marriage every day and changed jobs no fewer than 5 times in the past 3 years. I didn't write about it alot though. I'm finally "comfortable" in my life, whatever that means. Boredom rears it's ugly head now and then, but for the most part, I also have to make use of the "off" switch occasionally. Hang in there...
I went back to school when my 1st child was born.I got a 2nd bachelor's degree in accounting then later passed the CPA exam. Due to a 2nd child, gaps in working and now working part-time it took me 10 years to get certified.I keep my license up but have no interest in doing much with it.I find it boring & feel I'm so off the beaten track compared to other CPA's. Personally I'm proud of my accomplishment and I guess it sounds impressive but it also has been a disappointment. I'll add I went through a time of depression. I hope the blog continues to be therapeutic for you.
Eeep! I hope I never made you feel guilty! If I did, know that it was never my intention. You shouldn't change your writing for anyone, nor do I think you should. You put your thoughts down eloquently even peppered with the occasional fuck thrown in there :) Personally I think it's fascinating to have the opportunity to peek into your life (at least as much as you allow) - it's nice to know there are others who feel similar things, experience similar things and are brave enough to put it out there! It sounds like you're doing a great job taking care of you and your kidlets - you and they are your first priority. Your man is a big boy and can take care of himself...you guys will figure it out - whatever "it" is. *hugs*
I'm a 30-something mom, bumbling through life without a syllabus. I flunk some life tests and ace others. Hopefully I've learned from my mistakes and prevent my children from making the same ones.
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Eloquently said. How brave of you to put it all out there. You'll get no judgment from me. I went through the same thing a few years ago and I took solace in my racing and my race-friends. I questioned my marriage every day and changed jobs no fewer than 5 times in the past 3 years. I didn't write about it alot though. I'm finally "comfortable" in my life, whatever that means. Boredom rears it's ugly head now and then, but for the most part, I also have to make use of the "off" switch occasionally. Hang in there...
I went back to school when my 1st child was born.I got a 2nd bachelor's degree in accounting then later passed the CPA exam. Due to a 2nd child, gaps in working and now working part-time it took me 10 years to get certified.I keep my license up but have no interest in doing much with it.I find it boring & feel I'm so off the beaten track compared to other CPA's. Personally I'm proud of my accomplishment and I guess it sounds impressive but it also has been a disappointment. I'll add I went through a time of depression. I hope the blog continues to be therapeutic for you.
Eeep! I hope I never made you feel guilty! If I did, know that it was never my intention.
You shouldn't change your writing for anyone, nor do I think you should. You put your thoughts down eloquently even peppered with the occasional fuck thrown in there :)
Personally I think it's fascinating to have the opportunity to peek into your life (at least as much as you allow) - it's nice to know there are others who feel similar things, experience similar things and are brave enough to put it out there!
It sounds like you're doing a great job taking care of you and your kidlets - you and they are your first priority. Your man is a big boy and can take care of himself...you guys will figure it out - whatever "it" is.
*hugs*
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